♥

Saturday, November 21, 2009 { 6:37 PM }

i realised that breakups are unpredictable.

when you demand too much from that someone,
when you try to stereotype a relationship to be the way you think its supposed to be,

everything just falls apart.
:/

and im glad things are the way they should be .
i really hope things stay this way.

Friday, November 20, 2009 { 7:53 PM }

leave the tears for the bus trip home.

dont ever turn back yanyi.
you promise yourself not to.

sorry. i have a feeling you dont want to talk to me anymore and you probably dislike me, but only by doing this, will i forget about you.

Thursday, November 19, 2009 { 9:19 PM }

happy(belated) birthday ryan heng.

是不是离你远远的，我就会值得你怀念？

最后，还是没有勇气和你说话。

ah forget it yanyi.
stop thinking too much.
go to sleep.

Thursday, November 12, 2009 { 6:50 PM }

GOOD LUCK FOR OP RYAN HENG, LIM TIAN HUI, SHAUN LUM YU XUAN.

shall pack bag and go for chalet now !

keep sneezing and coughing.
ugh.
HATE BEING SICK.

looking forward to night cycling and kbox ! <3

{ 1:53 AM }

was looking at some photos and actually,
you also not that shuai what !

is this an indication that things are taking a turn for the .. better?

:D

Monday, November 09, 2009 { 6:51 PM }

我终于知道朋友的定义了。

朋友就是，
当你想走，想用逃避的方式去解决你的烦恼他不会挽留你
当你想哭，他会安慰你但回家时，不会想尽办法让你开心
当你想放弃一切时，他依然不会在你身旁陪伴着你，

因为他有他的世界，他也有他的心事。
你是你，他是他。
get this clear.
you are not part of his world, yanyi.

Saturday, November 07, 2009 { 4:28 AM }

have you ever cried for someone you loved?
have you ever tried your best to hold back someone you were so afraid to lose?
have you ever cried because of me?
have you ever loved me.

i have.

Friday, November 06, 2009 { 1:25 AM }

好不甘愿放弃这段感情曾相信我们是因为缘分而相遇现在才发现我们属于两个不同的世界。

i hate taking bus rides because they leave me time to think about you.
i know i have to move on and i have told myself countless times to do so,
but nothing has changed.

我就这样一直站在原地不动，看着你的背影渐渐从我的视线消失。

i know there are no second chances in a person's life.
but i dont know why i cant move on.
i dont know why i still keep thinking about you when you clearly dont give a damn about me.
what am i holding on to.
i dont know.

why is it taking so long for this wound to heal.
even if it heals, it will still leave a visible scar right?

when you try to force your tears out just to relieve the burden in your heart and nothing happens.

it hurts.